If people havent heard yet then here it is.

Failed my board exam. Must have fucked it up big time. They aren't letting me resit for 3 months (the other grad at our hospital that failed only has to wait one month).
Annoying thing is I called for the criticisms and they had nothing... apparently I had to refer to texts too frequntly. Heaven forbid I check things out if I am unsure. So fucking mad.
Fucks all my plans up for next year. I can't resit until Februrary which means I can't start my job at the LGH thats if they'll even take me after this :(

I just start to get some fucking direction then this shit happens. Fuck Life. Fuck it hard.

Fuck.

OK so its been a while since I updated.

Well where do I start, I had a fun night at Nikki's on thursday getting myself addicted to glee and ANTM cycle whatever the hell we are up to now. Got up friday morning and did all my housework and packed up and headed for launceston.

Awoke Saturday morning to mum telling me that another of Tors friends has died overnight in a freak accident. Im sure most of you have seen it on news or in the paper... the one with the tow bar. So understandably she is a mess at the moment and wont take any of my calls. I am seriously worried about her, It's just total bullshit that she has to go through this much loss at her age.

I have done no where near enough work over the weekend and as much as i love daylight savings it's still going to be a noticed missed hour. Got my port folio due on friday which I think I will have to post on Wednesday so I will need to make sure everything gets checked and completed by then. Then I have board exams in 4 weeks, fucking scary much..

Anyway I'm looking forward to next weekend bawdy banquet Saturday night and Adelle and Tanya are coming up for it. Also drinkies at my place on the friday night to celebrate port folio being completed. Also Russell and Kate are coming over next weekend so hopefully they will be around for friday night drinkies too :)

Totally addicted to my Wii at the moment particularly Wii fit, managed to get up to 58kg which is massive for me.

I also still cant make up my mind on what to do next year and where to work... if I work at all. I really just wanna go overseas and have a relaxing year... but money is always a factor. Stupid work... why cant people just pay me to be awesome?

Arrg how annoying I cant blab about harry potter because the stupid thing wont let me do an LJ cut!!!!!

This is for you Kate.
I keep trying to update but get half way through the post and delte it... I dont know why. I mean I could just post what I have written already... but I just delete it all.
I am in a stupid headspace at the moment. All anxious and stuff. I got way too drunk on the weekend and it ended up potentially embarrassing and or putting myself in potential danger and I feel stupid about it.
I have a 37 page assignment due in 3 weeks and two exams in about two weeks and I have not studied neither have I put nearly enough work into the assignments.
I also have a tutor visit some time this week where I am likely to get caned for not doing enough of the "throughout the year work". I started medical ward this week and feeling so anxious its really not helping me get in the right frame of mind to talk to patients etc. I hope I get a grip of that soon.
Oh yeah our heater broke today too!! Yay great timing!
In slightly positive news I've marathoned the last season and a half of avatar over the weekend and watched the finale tonight. Love.
Anyway, thats me.
Buff

OK so i'm going a little insane this week... and it will probably continue until the end of next week.

So much shit is going on I dont really know where to start but nothing is overly that important but it all builds up.

To try and gain some perspective I read some of my random journal which I've been writing random updates on random pages for the last 10 or so years.

It really is funny, and nostalgic.

some highlights

*** Starting Uni next week, note to self, learn to study!

*** Got really drunk at formal dinner last night but i think i abseiled into the moat and fell into it then got rope burn getting back out.

***drunk for a whole week!!!

Plus a whole bunch of thoughts on paper that made me realise what a different person I am today, but also how I'm not.
 

Meh 2 exams on monday and assignment due on wednesday then I can calm down for a while.

Buf

Heya Peoples,

Updating from Adelles couch, went out for dinner and drinkies and dance last night, was good fun. Been seedy most of today, watched Spongebob, Hocus Pocus and War of the Worlds so been good :)

Have lectures tomorrow and a one hour slot for presentations.... its so annoying that only some of us have to present and we have no idea who it will be. Lame balls. I havent even finished mine off yet... meh.

I think I might just lose it this week.

I was looking after 3 people all day. (one who is here for oncology for a week - fair enough). AND looking after two students!!
All this is ontop of doing my job in oncology AND maintaining all the aseptic preperations because both our normal grads are away. Also we have new equiptment to use in the ctyotoxic room that just isnt working....

Top all that then count getting a snipey remark for not delivering the DD's when there was no physical way I was gonna have time to do it. I nearly snapped... this fucking close, I'm sure my eyes did that thing they do, so hopefully she got the whole "burn in hell and die thing" I did tyra proud. - although not smiling with my eyes... hating with them.

I was so mad when I left when Tor and I went shopping I nearly threw up, then I was laughing histerically and scared the poor check out boy.
At least I have cider and loud music.

OK so its been forever since I posted.

I went to melbourne two weekends ago and caught up with Nay, Watch Billy Elliott and Pink, all of which were truly fucking awesome!!! Which is an understatement... just... fucking awesomesauce.

Lizzity Luke and Doc came down last weekend and I had a nice relaxing weekend getting drunkies on saturday, and watching my first ever terminator **cough shit cough** on friday lol.

Today I found out Britney is coming!!!!!! thanks lizzity and rotae!!!  I am on the mailing list for ticket info and will be ready to pounce!  In fact I was soo excited I kept fucking shit up at work all day, and I have to go to a meeting tonight at 7, Ive had too much goon already!!! arrrrggg. Must eat food and sober!

Anyway better go do that.

Love Buff

Ok time for a quick update before I jump into bed.

Spent the weekend at cradle mountin with Doc for our 5th anniversary, luckily it snowed like shit on friday night so all was pretty the next morning. We couldnt do many walks because of how wet everything was so we went to the wilderness gallery in the afternoon. I fell in love with this awesome photo that i want in a big ass canvas (all though it costs $700) so we'll see how that goes.
In the evening we went out for dinner then went back to room and watched eurovision then ordered room service and hopped in the spa and watched sex in the city on the laptop.. top that.

Today we walked up to marions lookout and back narrowly avoiding a fine for being late after our permit expired then headed back home. After watching half the votes counted on eurovision I am now totally rooted and need to pass out.

NIghty night,

Buff